Thursday, May 17, 2018

40 YEARS

40 YEARS

Wandering around forty years in the wilderness,
Without faith they had sorely failed the test.
Back to bondage in Egypt they thought they'd go;
What He was doing, they stubbornly just did not know.

Forty years ago, together, we this journey began.
All I can say is "I would love to do it all again!"
In faith we have watched Him cause the waters to part.
Providing and guiding, we were always, ever in His heart.

Like father Abraham, we left family to a land unknown.
Like two sparrows, by the Wind we were ever blown!
Yes! His eye was upon us, always,  wherever we went.
Though, sometimes His guidance was barely a whispered hint?!

Friends we have made all along the winding way.
Without them we would not be the same today?!
Many, many are the memories, both joys and tears.
But, O, so quickly have slipped by the years.

A new child came, every time the anchor we'd hoist!
Thinking of them now, only makes my eyes moist.
Along came a princess, and then, next came two prophets.
Now they have grown and flown, with their own little eaglets.

Long ago, You planned these forty years of bliss,
With us journeying on, collecting "what is this"!
We have picked up grace, mercy,  and forgiveness for starts.
Two becoming one; the whole greater than the parts.

Decades ago, I nervously reached for your soft hand.
Later, though foiled, a stolen kiss was my wishful plan!
So far, forty years we have thankfully been given.
Two decades more? Maybe! But, forever together, beside you in Heaven!

For ever and ever!
Melanie and Jerry.

Thank you, Jesus.

Tuesday, May 15, 2018

SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES

Sometimes, I almost touch the unreachable.
Sometimes, I almost hear the silence of eternity.
Sometimes, I almost see the invisible.
Sometimes, I almost comprehend the mystery.
Sometimes, I almost taste that for which I hunger, but cannot obtain.
Sometimes ... moments of ...  glimpses of the secret ... sometimes ...

O Father,
Lift me up to unattainable heights, craggy aeries! beyond the starry constellations! into your very Throne Room!
Whisper in my ear what even angels cannot hear.
Open my eyes to visions of the other.
Wrap my mind around fathomless truth.
Seat me at your banquet table and let me ever feast.
Not sometimes, but always and forever!

Wednesday, May 2, 2018

REGRETS

REGRETS
1. All the books not read.
2. The novels I never wrote.
3. All the lost untold.
4. Places not seen.
5. Time wasted.
6. Sins indulged.
7. Insights eluded.
8. Love unexpressed.
9. Friends neglected.
10. Opportunities squandered.
11. Hungry unfed.
12. Destitute unhelped.

TRIGGERS

TRIGGERS

Let worry trigger prayer.
Let anger trigger prayer.
Let envy trigger prayer.
Let greed trigger prayer.
Let lust trigger prayer.
"...put to death what is earthly in you..."

Christian?

Christian?

Called
Conviction
Consecration
Complacency
Compromising
Controlled
Contemplative
Carnal
Cool/lukewarm
Consumed
Conflagration/on fire
Crazy fool
Construct-only/form
Core/inner man
Cross-bearing
Crucified
Crowned

MERCIES

Impunity is an illusion.
Elusion is a delusion.
Wild oats will sprout.
One reaps what is sown.
Blood will cry from the ground.
Mercy!
May my heart never harden beyond sensitivity to Your touch.
May my conscience never scar beyond recognition of Your voice calling me home.
Thank You for pain.
Praise You for the nauseous gut.
Never let me go.
Show yourself to be merciful and mighty!
Forgive me!
 Overwhelm me with the peace of your presence.
The devouring horde has done its due.
Restore the beauty; replace the squandered.
Rise up and show us your glory!

STAGES/SYMPTOMS

STAGES/SYMPTOMS

SILLY
STUBBORN
SHALLOW
SPIRITUAL
SERIOUS
SCHOLASTIC
SERVANT
SENSUAL
STUPID
SOMBER
SOMETIMES
STEADY
SELFISH
SELFLESS
STRONG
SICKLY
SILENT
SHARING

HERESY

I was raised picking tulips and trash-canning them!  I understood a dichotomy between C's and A's.  And, before that, a wider gulf between RC's and Prots.  Throw into the mix EO's and Copts.  It was "us, and not even all of us" sectarianism at its best!

Where is the unity? Is it in our theology?  Is it in our culture?  Is it in our "baptism of the Spirit"?  Is it in our focus on world problems and suffering? 

The music is echoing. The dream's reawakening. The dancing feet are tapping.

Thanks for the stimulating fellowship, albeit, only in a cyber kaffeeklatsch. 

I have grown to admire the Wesleyan tradition.  Dated a Methodist in HS. My mama was a Methodist.  Married a girl from a Nazarene Church family.  Attending a Holiness Church that is evolving into a community church, much to the chagrin of the leadership?!  Really admire CW's hymns.  Have a few FB friends who are thoughtful, spiritual, UMC preachers, all female?!  Sometimes they seem to be more concerned with saving the Earth, than saving the world.

Visited a RC church during an Ireland vacation.  They closed the assembly with "Amazing Grace"?!  Wow!  with an Irish brogue!  They prayed for famine victims in Africa! (think potato famine, "The Hunger") God was moving among the "papists"?!

The RC's shove out the Prots. The C's arrogantly denigrate the A's.  The C's and A's lock arms and " heretic" the P(elagian)'s.  On and on it goes?!

Surely there are some sine qua non's?!  But, we crucify one another over a very long list, including translating Bible into English, down to, nowadays, not using KJV?!

It leaves me disheartened.  I have pulled back, looking at mystics, and spiritual bloggers.  Jesus IS the reason I hold on.  I try to "let it go" with the rest of it.

TWO WAYS

The way of Adam or the way of the second Adam?
The Mount of blessings or the Mount of curses?
The Broadway or the narrow
 way?
Life or death?
Light or Darkness?
Sons of God or Daughters of men?
I am the way the truth the life!