Monday, February 29, 2016

TAKE MY HAND

TAKE MY HAND
The nurse hands him to his mother.  And she tenderly takes the hand of her newborn, only minutes after the pain of birth has ceased.  And, an unseen bond forms forever.  With a tenacious grip, I take the hand of my mama, looking around at the lights and the world.
A young child reaches for his dad’s hand, as he listens to the howls in the night, just outside their tent.  “Daddy, take my hand…”  And, a gentle squeeze relieves all fears.  The little boy rolls over in his sleeping bag and nods off to sweet dreams.
“Take my hand, now!” is the demand, as a parent protectively holds the hand of a youngster.  They safely walk through the dangerous and unfamiliar setting.  All is well.
The two brothers are growing up so quickly.  They often fight, but are just as quickly over any hard feelings.  Next they try to squeeze into submission the hand of one another.  It is a tight squeeze, but neither will cry “uncle” as they take each other’s hand!
A struggling teen questions life and meaning.  So many questions!  But, a kind soul takes his hand and pats his back; and he whispers that it will all make sense one day. 
He swims out to the nearly gone fisherman, and he barks, “take my hand!”  The  drowning man desperately clings to the rescuer’s hand, as his only hope.
The two lovers gently squeeze one another’s hands.  He takes her hand and messages are sent only they can hear.  Within their joined hands is contained warmth that only their souls can sense.
Seeing one another all too seldom, the old college room-mates clasp their hands.  They firmly shake hands as they renew bonds of camaraderie.  It is almost like they just saw each other yesterday!  Sweet fellowship in a bitter world.
Like two sparrows in a hurricane, the aging couple struggle through a sea of strangers in a noisy, crowded store.  “Take my hand” he whispers to her, fearing they might lose one another.   She finds security and peace in his grip.
In the middle of a dark night of his soul, peace comes from the touch of an unseen hand, squeezing my own, bringing quiet comfort.  And, I pray, “squeeze a little tighter!”
The doctor walks in and approaches the bedside, telling me, “take my hand; squeeze my hand if you can hear me…”   There is only a weak response, but it is promising.  And, his family joins hands in prayer.
Grown children take the hand of an aged parent as he slips away in death.  They look at his old, weathered hand, and remember … and, they listen as he seems to be humming an old hymn, “as I travel through this pilgrim land … blessed Jesus, take my hand…”
The ferryman is coming?!  I lay there dreaming of the story of one who jumped out of the boat.  But, Jesus took Peter’s hand as he slipped beneath the waves.  Then, I hear a voice, “take my hand” and wonder, what hand is this that raises me from this dark hole”?!  Sweet Jesus!

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

THE TAR PIT


THE TAR PIT

It had the most beautiful, glistening sheen reflecting off it from the sunshine above it.  And, it seemed to slowly but rhythmically writhe and sensuously but smoothly stir about?!  The smell of it was heavy but intoxicating, like some sort of musky aroma.  And warmth radiated from it, drawing me forward.
 

I stood at a distance, in the meadow, watching it for a while.  The colorful flowers around me began to fade in glory as I stared at the black, glimmering tar pit, nearly ogling.  They were so fragile and delicate and temporary.  The tar pit seemed so strong and even empowering, if not overpowering?!  The sweet melodies of the song birds were overcome by its earthy, raspy murmur.  It sometimes seemed like I could see human-like forms disappearing into its depths.  But, I imagined that it was somehow part of the allure, some sort of magic well worth the price of admission!
 

I told myself that it would not hurt to carefully ease near and just touch it with the tip of my pointer finger.  But, I swear, the tar gurgled and belched up, and swallowed my whole hand, like an old friend that I never really liked nor trusted.  I snatched back my hand, but it was enveloped with a thick blob of black goo.
 

I sat down in the lifeless, gravel-rock pile surrounding the tar pit, trying to clean off my hand.  But, I only succeeded in getting the black stickiness all over me.  And, now it was getting cold as the sun faded over the horizon.  So, I moved closer to the warm, steamy, oozing tar pit.
 

I awoke in the middle of the night, with a warm sensation in my feet.  I had somehow, in my sleep, rolled over into the tar pit.  The warmth must have drawn me?!  I was so cold.  I foolishly decided to sit in the tar pit, like a warm bath, to fight off the cold surrounding me.
 

As I sat there, I could begin to feel body forms around and beneath me.  An incredibly, anxious fear gripped me like the tar around me.  There was no way out!  I was in up to my neck!  Soon I would be in over my head?!
 

Along came my brother.  But, I was ashamed for him to find me in such a mess.  So, I just sat there and whistled like everything was great.  But, he walked over, and immediately saw my predicament, like it was some flashback nightmare.  Trying not to alarm me, He asked what he could do.  It is a blur, but somehow he got me out!
 

It has been months now.  Most of my skin has healed.  Some of my hair has grown back.  I am so embarrassed.  Some people just stare; but, others look away, in disgust and/or disbelief.  “Maybe I should just go back to the tar pit?” I begin to think!
 

My brother came by to visit and he did the strangest thing – he took off his shoes and socks, and then rolled up his pants legs.  He showed me scars that were half-way to his knees, either from rescuing me, or from some previous mistake in his life!  He told me, “Do NOT get anywhere near that stuff!  I may not be there to get you out next time, or may not be able to get you out!”  But, somehow the tar pit can still be heard whispering my name?!  Maybe I will just walk over the hill so that I can just smell it?

 

Monday, February 15, 2016

JACOB'S LIMP


JACOB’S LIMP

“Boys, tomorrow you get to meet your grandfather, my dad!  I have not seen him in years, since before you two were even born.  Aren’t you excited?!”

“Father, we are not like them.  You have told us stories about their being shepherds.  Will they smell like animals?  Will they talk like the strange words you have taught us from your past?  Will they dress like sheep-herders?! …”

“Boys, I have not seen him, for years; but, you will love him.  His name is Jacob, but call him ‘Is-ra-el’, which means ‘Prince of God’!  He is surely now only older and wiser!  He loved me so … and he will love you too!  Now, go to bed and say your prayers!”

“Get up boys!  Today is the day!  We will go out to meet their caravan; my whole family is nearly here!”

“Ephraim, why is dad running on ahead of us?”

“I do not know, Manasseh; but, look now?!  That must be his father, Jacob.  They are hugging and kissing and wailing and crying …?!  I have never seen our dad, the governor, act like this?!  It is nearly embarrassing!

“Ephraim, do you smell them?”

“And, who are these two fine boys?  They remind me of little Joseph and Benjamin!”

“Father, these are your grandsons, Manasseh and Ephraim.  You shall have to get to know them better after you rest from your trip…”

“Mama, we met dad’s father today.  What do you think about them?  The old man smells; and, he does not shave.  And, he walks funny, with a limp?  And dad wants us to call him ‘Is-ra-el’.  He said it means ‘prince of god’?!  he sure does not look nor act like your dad, the high priest of Rah?!”

“Boys, we believe in El Shaddai, God Almighty, God Most High!  Your dad’s great-grandfather, Abraham, talked with Him!  Your dad has told you many stories.  But, he has not told you of the limp, nor the nickname, ‘Israel’.  Tomorrow, you shall ask him about these things!”

“Well, boys, yesterday was a big day.  Many things will change for us!  This is your family!  It will be a struggle; but, now you can live the stories, not just listen to them!”

“Dad, mom said that we should ask you about your dad’s name and his limp…”

“She did?!  She always smiled when I retold her that story … sons, basically, the story is this – often we learn best from what hurts us the most!  Many things in life will hurt us; but, they will teach us, bot only if we really listen, instead of cussing and fussing.”

“But, dad, what has that got to do with grandfather limping?!  And, his other name, ‘Is-ra-el’…?”

“O.K. boys – we must wrestle with God, but we will always win, only by losing!  Is that any clearer?!  Life’s defeats will be our greatest victories.  Slavery will produce deliverance.  Your grandfather wrestled with God’s angel, and lost, lost his use of a good leg, but gained a good name, ‘Prince of God”!  We, too, must wrestle with God.  When you see your grandfather limping, remember him wrestling with God … I know that He has had me in a few headlocks!”



Friday, February 12, 2016

DEAF DON'T DANCE


the DEAF DON’T DANCE


The stars all sing, with words unspoken!

But, how can we hear, with hearts so broken?

Create in us, hearts anew, and spirits aright.

Let us see, from our darkness, your blessed light.


In sullen quietness, the deaf cannot dance.

To hear the music, they have not a chance.

Alone, in cold darkness, they miss the sunrise;

Maybe sensing the warmth, yet blind are our eyes.


He heals the deaf; and, to the blind gives sight.

Now, they can hear; and, gone is their night.

“Open our eyes that we may see, and ears to hear.”

We urgently call out to you! Lord, draw us near!


Turn up the volume of the heavenly chorus.

Front row and center, the best seats for us!

Fill with your Spirit, with forgotten resurgence.

Raise us up to our feet; and Lord let us dance!


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