Sunday, March 15, 2026

SIX CHURCH LEADERS or The Cripple, the Idiot, the Struggler, the Narcissist, the Pessimist, and the OCD Micromanager

Another church leaders meeting began. 

Nothing is really quite what it seems ever. Life is complicated. There is more than one side to any story. 

 To those looking on from the outside they may not have a clue as to what the chemistry is in the group. Even those in the pot are not sure what's going on?! 

 But, God can make delicious creations from moldy, rotten, and weird ingredients?! He has done so much with so little for so long one begins to understand that he can do anything with practically nothing!

 There IS much hope. 


The Table of Five Shepherds

In a small town there stood an old church with a long wooden table in its meeting room. One evening, five leaders gathered there to plan the future of the church. Mike could not make it to the meeting, but he sent a text with a full agenda.

They were all shepherds of the same flock, yet each carried something different in his heart.

The first man walked slowly into the room with the help of a crutch. Long ago he had been wounded—by criticism, betrayal, and disappointment. Though his body bore a limp, the deeper limp was in his spirit. He spoke cautiously, trusting no one too quickly.

The second man spoke loudly as he sat down. He laughed easily and offered confident answers to every problem. Yet those around the table knew his words often came before his thinking. His confidence was larger than his wisdom.

The third man stared at the plans on the table with tired eyes. Papers, ideas, and ministry burdens weighed on him. He cared deeply for the people, but he felt like a man trying to carry the whole church on his shoulders.

 The fourth man sat straight and polished his glasses as others spoke. When the conversation turned to the church’s success, he gently reminded everyone of his sermons, his programs, and his leadership. In every story, somehow, he stood at the center.

 The fifth man leaned back in his chair and sighed.

 “That will never work,” he said to the first idea.

“We tried that before,” he said to the second.

“The world is too far gone,” he muttered about the third.

 And so the five men talked for hours, but little was decided. One commented, “Mike Roe Manger” could have helped tonight? But, he was “NEEDED” at work. They all laughed.

 Late in the meeting, the old church custodian quietly entered to empty the trash. He listened for a moment as the leaders debated.

Then he asked a simple question.

 “Gentlemen,” he said gently, “whose church are you planning?”

 The room grew quiet.

 The wounded man realized his pain had been guiding his decisions.

The foolish man realized his words had outrun his wisdom.

The struggling man realized he had been carrying a burden meant for God.

The proud man realized he had been building his own name.

The pessimistic man realized he had forgotten hope.

And, the micromanager, well he was busy elsewhere.

 The custodian picked up his broom and said one more thing before leaving.

 “A church grows best,” he said, “when the shepherds remember they are also sheep.”

 And the five men sat quietly around the table, realizing that before they could lead the flock, each of them still needed the Shepherd. 🕊️

And ...

 When the Shepherd Entered the Room

 The five leaders were still sitting at the table long after their plans had stopped moving forward.

 Papers were scattered across the wood. Coffee cups had grown cold. The room was heavy with frustration.

 The wounded man rubbed his tired leg.

 The foolish man shuffled papers, pretending to read them.

 The struggling man stared at the plans as though they were weights pressing on his chest.

 The proud man checked his reflection in the dark window.

 The pessimistic man sighed again and shook his head.

 Just then the door quietly opened.

 None of them heard footsteps. Yet suddenly there was someone standing at the end of the table.

 A man.

 He looked ordinary at first, yet there was something about his presence that made the room feel different—like the air had grown lighter and heavier at the same time.

 No one had invited him.

 Yet somehow they all knew who he was.

 It was Jesus.

 He looked at the plans spread across the table, the charts, the strategies, the ideas for growing the church.

 Then he looked at the men.

 Not quickly.

 Carefully.

 As though he could see straight through them.

 He walked slowly around the table and stopped behind the wounded leader. Placing a gentle hand on his shoulder, he said,

 “You were hurt while feeding my sheep. I saw it. But you do not need to limp forever.”

 The man lowered his head and wept quietly.

 Then Jesus turned to the loud one.

 “You speak much,” he said kindly, “but wisdom grows best in listening.”

 For the first time that evening, the man said nothing.

 Next he stood beside the exhausted leader with the papers.

 “You are trying to carry what belongs to me,” Jesus said. “My yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

 The man’s shoulders slowly relaxed.

 Then Jesus faced the confident leader who loved recognition.

 “You are building something,” Jesus said.

 The man smiled slightly.

 But Jesus continued,

 “The question is—whose kingdom?”

 The smile faded.

 Finally Jesus stood beside the man leaning back in his chair.

 “You have seen many failures,” Jesus said. “But you have forgotten something.”

 The man looked up.

 “I am still alive,” Jesus said.

 Hope stirred in the room like the first light before sunrise.

 Then Jesus walked to the center of the table. He gently moved aside the stacks of plans and placed his hand flat on the wood.

 “You are trying to plan the church,” he said.

 He paused.

 “But the church was my idea.”

 The room was silent.

 Then he looked at them all and said one final thing.

 “Follow me.”

 And in that moment the five leaders understood something they had forgotten.

 The church was never meant to be built by crippled strength, foolish confidence, exhausted effort, proud ambition, or hopeless fear.

 It would only ever be built by people who walked behind the Shepherd. 🕊️

And ...

  “The Morning After the Meeting.”

 The sun rose quietly over the small town, spilling pale light across the steeple of the old church.

Inside the meeting room, the long wooden table looked much the same as it had the night before—papers scattered, coffee cups half empty, chairs pushed back.

But the men who had sat there were not quite the same.

 The wounded leader arrived first.

He stood at the door for a long moment before entering. The crutch was still under his arm, and the old pain was still in his leg. But something else had changed.

For the first time in years, he prayed for the people who had hurt him.

Not because he felt strong.

But because the Shepherd had seen his wound.

And somehow that made the limp easier to carry.

 The foolish leader came next.

Normally he would burst into the room talking, telling stories, filling the silence with his voice.

But this morning he walked in quietly.

He opened his Bible and began to read.

Not to prepare something to say.

Just to listen.

 The struggling leader entered slowly with the same stack of papers from the night before.

He looked at the plans.

Then he folded them.

Not because the work was unimportant, but because he remembered the words:

“My yoke is easy.”

For the first time in months, he left the office and went to visit someone who was lonely.

The work of the church suddenly felt lighter.

 The proud leader arrived carefully dressed as always.

He glanced at the table where he had once placed his ideas at the center.

This morning he quietly moved the chair to the side of the table instead.

Not because he had become small.

But because he had remembered who the real builder of the church was.

 The pessimistic leader came last.

The world still looked broken to him.

The problems of the church had not disappeared overnight.

But when he looked at the empty chair at the end of the table, he remembered the words spoken there:

“I am still alive.”

For the first time in years, he said something different.

“Maybe,” he whispered, “God isn’t finished yet.”

 By mid-morning the church building looked the same as it always had.

The same walls.

The same pews.

The same people.

But something invisible had shifted.

Because five leaders had remembered something simple:

They were never meant to run the church.

They were meant to follow the Shepherd.

And though none of them said it out loud, each of them carried the same quiet hope in their hearts:

Perhaps someday…

When they gathered again around that old wooden table…

The Shepherd might walk into the room again. 🕊️

 

Maybe Mike will be there next time.  He’s somewhat like “Doubting Thomas”?!


Friday, January 23, 2026

IT'S NOT OVER YET!

 I often write notes to myself so that I don't forget memorable moments. Today is 01/23/26. This note dates back to 05/13/21 (?). I forgot about it?!   😏🙄 But, as I reread it, I can remember the waiting room and his face and soft demeanor...





Today I met an old man in a waiting room at the doctor's office. He must have been eighty something. As I set down near him I looked at him briefly and he smiled. He asked me, "how are you doing?". I told him that I was doing fine, but that we had brought my wife to the doctor today to check her eyes.


Then it began! He smiled and said, "my wife and I were married for 50 years and 3 months.". I asked him, "what was her name?". "Louise" he warmly, but softly replied.


We talked of how they had met on a blind date. He told me that he knew that she was "the one" on their first date because they sat together and his shoulder touched her shoulder and it was on fire! We talked of how they were married four months later! We talked of camping trips that he had made with his family. He told me that Louise and he had gone on cruises together many times.


I told him that I was sorry that he had lost her. And he smiled and quickly replied, "Its not over yet!". He knew that he would see her again.


From the next few minutes, before the nurse called him back, we talked of Heaven and how we surely would know our loved ones! We talked of the movie, "Heaven" (2020) and how "it's not over yet" was a recurring quote!


We shook hands and exchanged names before he went back to his appointment room.

Sadly, I didn't write down his name when I originally wrote down this note. But, we'll meet again. He'll be sitting with "Louise"! 

It's not over yet!

❤️❤️



"Heaven" 2020


trailer below:

https://youtu.be/g782ccLa2FI?si=-WBeE3YK3ZLTX9qu


TAKING HIM TO THE STREETS




 Melanie and I sat in yet another waiting room as we awaited her turn for her appointment. Across the room was an elderly gentleman, a little large, a little loud, charming and friendly. 


I could not help overhearing, okay I was eavesdropping, how he told the fellow sitting nearby how that he doesn't like to talk about anything but the Lord! He said I don't talk about sports. I don't talk about anything else but the Lord. It was really interesting to listen to their dialogue. Two old black men having Church! 


Soon, he was called back for his appointment, and Melanie was soon after called back for her appointment. 


When he came out he had taken off his jacket, and I could read the back of his shirt. It said,"Jesus, taking Him to the streets" I wish that I had taken out my phone and gotten a picture of it! But, I did get up and walk across the room to where he was signing out. I told him that I really like the shirt. And, I mentioned that I was not buying sports teams shirts much anymore, just "Jesus shirts"! The receptionist was a bit annoyed with the two of us as we started the second service of church! In fact, another nurse came out and asked me, "are you here waiting on somebody..." 😏😂 I said "yes, my wife's in the back somewhere if y'all have not lost her!" She just grinned and walked back into the treatment rooms area. 


I motioned to the old man to finish his receptionist business. After he finished, we exchanged names, and he smiled and left. Scarborough was his name. Jesus is his game! 


We'll meet again one day!


Of course, I found myself humming the old Doobie Brothers song for another hour, much to my wife's irritation! 😏😂


Dear Lord and Father of mankind, forgive our foolish ways.  

Let us "take Him to the streets!"🙏


Matthew 28:19-20 ESV

[19] Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them inthe name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, [20] teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”


Matthew 25:32-40 ESV

[32] Before him will be gathered all the nations, and he will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates the sheep from the goats. [33] And he will place the sheep on his right, but the goats on the left. [34] Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. [35] For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, [36] I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.’ [37] Then the righteous will answer him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? [38] And when did we see you a stranger and welcome you, or naked and clothe you? [39] And when did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?’ [40] And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.’


 Taking Him To The Streets! 😇




Tuesday, November 11, 2025

JESUS BLOOD TRANSFUSION

 



And the demons began to scream at the Great Physician, as he helped the sinner, "no, stupid, that's the wrong blood for a transfusion. 


Another demon sneered, "You are giving him the wrong blood type! That's YOUR blood type?!" 


Yet another demon snarled, "... that's YOUR blood type, not his?! What's that going to do to him? 


An arch-demon squealed, "Agh ... worse ... Jesus, it's YOUR blood?? You're the actual donor?!  


Then, a din of hellish voices squeaked defeatedly, "No! It's changing him from the inside out... Jesus, what in Hell's name are you doing?!" 


And Jesus just smiled and whispered, "the Blood, the Blood!"


😇

Tuesday, September 30, 2025

GOD IS ETERNAL AND OUTSIDE OF TIME

GOD IS ETERNAL AND OUTSIDE OF TIME


God has always been. God always will be. 

We, mankind, earthlings, had a beginning. And I quote, " in the beginning God created..."


When God appeared to Moses in the burning bush, does anyone think that that means He was not everywhere else?! For an hour, God was on that mountain and every where else, enthroned in Heaven.


When and God showed his presence in a fiery cloudy pillar, leading the sons of Israel, for forty years, does anyone think that means He was not everywhere else?  It's not like prayerful men and women out of earshot of the pillar were not heard by God in heaven!


When God appeared on Mount Sinai, does anyone think that he was not everywhere else? Surely the rest of the world was not put on hold?!


In the same way, and when God appeared to us, at a stable in Bethlehem, he was there, but he was also everywhere else! 

For three decades, from our perspective, God walked around in the area we now call the holy lands. But, does anyone think that he was not everywhere else?!





God is everywhere. But, he has created a black hole where he is not. That's what makes Hades what it is.

Friday, May 23, 2025

Charlie the Cat

May the 23rd, 2025. Yesterday evening was high school graduation night for our oldest grandson! We came home, all exhausted, a snack and went to bed. Jonathan, our grandson, was out all night with some of his Christian friends celebrating their lives' milestone. 


The next morning I woke up and crawled out of bed in our camper, and went inside my daughter's house to get a cup of coffee.  They have four cats, and my wife is very allergic to cat dander. So, we bring our cat free camper! The younger kids, teenagers, we're stirring around. Their parents were asleep. So I got my coffee went out in the backyard.  I was enjoying the Morning by myself, listening to the birds. Sarah had said there was a wren's nest under their gazebo. Then I saw three wrens. Odd! Why would there be three instead of just two? Then I saw four and then five then six and I said. aha! The little ones! The mature pair had lengthy tail feathers. They flitted about like acrobats. The little ones hop and fly and crash and fly a few feet. They were clumsy, awkward, untrained ... Today, of all days possible, was leave the nest day?!  And I was sitting there witnessing it. The mother and father were flitting about yelling it's time to go it's time to go!


Then, out of the corner of my left eye, he appeared. It's breakfast time. He watched for a couple of seconds and then he ran in. He caught one of the clumsy ones who managed to get into a fern looking for safety. And Charlie came back my direction with a mouthful of feathers. He disappeared behind the firewood pile and into the shrubbery. 


My thoughts turned to the 10. One by one they'll be leaving the nest. Yesterday, number one began his departure from the nest.  His parents have prepared him well. I pray for him and the other nine regularly. But, how many Charlies are there out there?! Fresh meat, they must think. Something new to steal kill and destroy. 


Three of the four immature wrens escaped to the woods!


No Invocation at the graduation. Everything except that?! Presentation of Colors. National Anthem. Awards. Nearly 500 diplomas giving out individually as the students' names were called. At least, the salutatorian, second smartest kid, gave credit to her heavenly Father, at some length! I guess it was okay for her to say what was on her heart and her salutatorian speech.


Pray for the little ones. Lord, send angels and surround them! And I don't mean the birds. Well, maybe a little bit, the birds too.





Friday, October 18, 2024

KNOW-IT-ALL

For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known. (1 Corinthians 13:12 ESV)


Limitless ocean of knowledge to be explored?!

Read Colliers Encyclopedia as child.

B.A. M.Th. ... A.A. ... multiple disciplines.

Only recently gave up this quest.


Bible book outlines?

Greek, Hebrew, Latin ...

Spiritual disciplines?

Mystical meandering?

Hallelujah hymns?

Quiet "free association"

Prayerful contemplation.


Books never read ...

Insights never known ...

Skills never mastered ...

Places never explored ...

Horizons never reached ...

Dishes never savored ...

Thoughts never pondered ...

Thrills never experienced ...


Troubles never endured ...

Sorrows never absorbed ...


Eternal opportunity?!

Forever young!


Know everything always?!

"Mind meld" with God?!

Near "nirvana"?


Will curiosity cease?

Will wonder wane?


Worship will awaken, as never before!


Eden restored.


God will smile...